feeling lost and misplaced between two realities and lives- things get complicated in their simplicity and a bitterness seeps thru the voids where fun should be- knowing with my entire being that i'm meant for more but what and when are still mysteries hanging by stars caught on a fisherman's line- alone with you i'm a spectrum of emotions- happy and at peace with the ecstasy I've known- rolling in sheets soft and comforting as your touch- stars twinkle in the night sky outside the window and we are a part of something bigger- there is a loneliness here between us- a shared isolation that keeps us from truly connecting- prejudice and stereotypes are not welcome here but eat at our minds like the zombies at the dollar horror show. I remember a time when the suffering was bearable and the background noise so low I could actually hear my own thoughts. i knew myself then- had a definition of being, of attitude, of state of mind- had a clear vision of the world and how it fit me- I've been beat up- left for dead- broken and blue- left hunting in the woods for ME- for the ghost of days gone by in the cells dividing in my skin today- wanting so much- knowing only how to play- hoping tomorrow I can be better than in this moment....
(listening to Deadmau5 Random Album Title )
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