common themes

we're all linked together and we need to let go of the hurt, the suffering, the anger and LOVE.  we need to find our happy by giving out what we hope to have- this isn't material and it will cost you nothing.  It will allow you the freedom from fear- it will allow your soul to breathe deeply and enjoy each moment- it will complete your being by BEING, peaceful and at one with those that surround you. unity is the glue that binds us in our experiences and our perspectives... without that we have nothing... we have no hand to hold or eye to gaze in.  cooperation is key in determining presence of mind and belonging.  keep moving forward... but don't hesitate when a mistake is made.  i'm sorry we made mistakes, i'm sorry we weren't strong, I'm sorry that we didn't have a better soundtrack and sometimes i miss you but mostly i'm glad you're gone.  i tried to love you like you needed to be loved but i didn't love me enough to fill your tank too.  I tried to be there but i was letting me down all the time, I tried to stand in line, be somebody i wasn't and for what?  for a whisper that faded in the breeze  when the sun went behind the clouds- for promise that never stuck and for a heap of hurt for us both.  evening cocktails make it blurry and so much easier to take but it leaves me with a hangover that was years in the making and i'm still searching for the cure.  obscure as it may be i'll find it when i find me.

love decays

heart wilts like the petals of a picked rose- delicate decisions dangle in the air and moments can't be returned or changed. speak softly.  pain pricks brain repeatedly and here we sit, smoke hanging in air and tears streak across your cheek.  I'm here friend, Hi friend.  don't let this coma take you away to another time, place or day when things seemed better.  reality is twisted and soul sometimes gets it wrong.  one moment sits perfectly, string a few more together and the rhythm changes and expands.  the scene is different, wrong somehow... it's complicated... whatever.... keep moving or you sink- like a rock- in the depth of your mind, the depth of the water, the depth of the nothing.  swaying in numbness, keeping pain at bay by distracting dead thoughts that enter thru the ether and have nowhere special to go.  then the piano kicks in and crushing nerve endings fire up and out and the monster wakes... this gentle harmony is too much to bear and you wear it on your face and burden it upon your back feeling the emptiness in your chest while filling with devotion and hope- is this mix even possible?  back it up and hear it again and  Hi Friend... Soma will wake you from your coma.  take a dose and call me in the morning.




(listening to Soma by Deadmau5)

tekky geeks

Red pepper inspires perspiration poured thru on dance floors- the tekky geek behind the gear is the god the crowd worships- ladies love him and gents want to be him- time wave confuses- was that the start or the end- can we be friends? How will that play out when ur half a world away and in another season- I've nowhere else to be so I'll sit here and be me while the world spins out of our grasp- touch- so simple and yet complicated thru space and emotional longing- wanting new ink but not having a pen to use- hey Q- when r u gonna learn and accept the canvas that was offered U- raising skaters- raising awareness- raising conflicted dilemma and arms- raising tides and raising a ruckus- this is the only chance we've got- get it- go with it- ride it down the slope like the bloke on the board and roar for what u believe in- NeverSummer sits rusting in the garage and poor thing has so much life left in it- like the woman I know that let her hair grow to prove she wasn't dead yet- painted a smile on and tried her best to remember how to get her groove on- positivity pulls us thru.
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